I know most people Loathe Mondays. It means--another work week, 5 more days until the weekend, responsibility, 8 hours of either doing something that you LOVE or that your just doing to get by. For most-- Mondays are a drag really.
Honestly, I don't mind Mondays. In my eyes, I see: newness, a fresh start, clean slate...I dunno maybe it's just me that thinks this way:-)
Kyle & I both try to really make our weekends a time for rejuvenation! It's hard when there is a multitude of things going on and you need to use your weekends to: get things done, play catchup, plan events and/or go to events, in our case- RUN, the list goes on & on. This weekend was Just that--busy!
For almost eight months now, My heart has been hurting from SO much & although I can't go into detail about every single thing, I will tell you this: Only God could be the one to heal my hurts!
When you are hurt/betrayed by not just ONE person, BUT a multitude of people, including people/leaders from your own church AND also by those whom are suppose to LOVE you...it's hard to go anywhere without thinking about it! Finally, after spending much time praying about what I should do, because moving churches wouldn't be the real solution, Kyle suggested that I talk with a freedom pastor from our church. This person is booked 24/7, but she really wanted to meet with me AND I will just tell you all--it was the BEST decision I could've made for myself. For the first time, I could BREATHE at church on Saturday, I could worship, I was able to concentrate during the message, & even though there were people up on that stage that seriously had wounded my heart in the past--it was like "Oh well...over it!" God is Awesome!!!!
I know...I am just rambling, but I had to share this, because I know that many of you probably have been hurt from someone who is of authority in the church OR even a friend of yours in the church. My advice is this: GO TALK TO SOMEONE!!!! If it's Gateway, Go to a freedom counselor--DO IT!!
Anyway, on to the rest-of-our-weekend...Din Din with the hubs on Saturday night. I think we have found our favorite salsa...have you ever been to La Hacienda? Kyle LOVES this place, I just really like the salsa. Ha! Oh and the root beer barrel candy that you can grab on the way out...my fav!!
We finished our weekend out with Kyle running 5 miles outside with me--it was brutal! The wind made it about 10 times harder, BUT we still were faster this week AND I thought WOW perfect training weather! Then, while he was out at Cabela's with his dad, I went for another 5 Miles on the treadmill...and then I came home and pretty much sat on my toosh for the rest of the day:-) Kyle got me a foam roller--thank goodness--helps massage your muscles and alleviates some of the pain. We watched a few movies too...and Sundays are the best to just BE LAZY & do nothing!! Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!
Well, happy Monday to you all! And before I get off of here...i am thinking about starting another blog in conjuncture with this one...we'll see:-) and so will you if I decide too!!
XOXO,
L